π΅ππππ-ππππ. The supposed sanctuary of rest, where the world slows, and weary souls recharge. But not here. Not in this house. Here, the night is a theatre of contradictionsβa space where exhaustion meets a peculiar kind of chaos, where routine is a battleground, and where the line between devotion and depletion blurs.
π»ππ ππππππ ππ πππ. The mind follows it automatically, steps rehearsed to perfection. Yet, just when the body craves surrender, he comes alive. Not with quiet compliance, not with the serenity that the world assumes night should bring, but with an energy so wild it rattles the air itself.
π³πππππππ – ππππ , ππππππππππ , ππππππππππ, ππππππ. Not the sweet, sleepy giggles of a child dozing off in the warmth of love, but the kind that startles furniture into motion. Upstairs, disgruntled chairs shift, scratching the floor in passive-aggressive protest. The neighbour above, probably clutching their last thread of patience, listens helplessly to this midnight riot.
π»πππ πππππ πππ πππππππ. Hands, feet, objects – anything that can provide the sensory fix. A drum solo played on the walls, the bed frame, the wardrobe doors. The very structure of the house becomes a reluctant instrument, amplifying every movement into the uneasy quiet of the night.
And just when the floorboards sigh with relief, a new contender joins the nightβs orchestra. π»ππ πππππ ππ. Its deep, rumbling grind tears through the fragile silence, pulverizing tomorrowβs school meals into an acceptable texture. Night after night, without fail, because preparation is survival. It wouldn’t be done earlier, each hour has its own toll to pay.
πΊππππ π πππππππ πππ πππ ππππππππππ. The ones above, jolted from half-sleep by rogue furniture, and the ones beside, now wondering if a construction project has begun next door. Somewhere, someone is lying in bed, eyes wide open, questioning their life choices and lease agreement.
π¨ππ ππππ πππ πππ, ππππππ ππ πππ πππππ πππππππ ππππππππππ πππ ππππππ, πππππππ ππππ πππ πππ ππππππ ππππ πππ πππππππππ. The battle begins, not just with him, but with yourself. You negotiate, you plead, you redirect. The words, soft at first, grow firmer, heavier. You summon every ounce of patience, though patience is no match for sheer, unfiltered energy.
π¬πππππππππ, πππ πππππ πππππ. Not because of victory, but because even hurricanes must tire. The little body, still buzzing with the remnants of sensory ecstasy, finally slows. The room exhales. The silence is fragile, held together by the hope that this time, sleep will come and stay.
And you? πππ πππ πππππ ππ πππ πππππ, πππππππ ππ πππ πππππππ, listening for any sign of resurgence. The mind drifts – wondering, questioning. If love has muscle memory, can exhaustion have it too? Can the heart beat with both love and depletion at the same time? Then you snap yourself out of it, be ready for tomorrow night.
But as your own eyes grow heavy, as your body melts into the momentary peace, you already know the answer. This is love. π³πππ ππ πππ ππππππ, ππππ ππππππππππ ππππ. Love that fights through exhaustion, love that endures through the rut, love that shows up, night after night, no matter how mindless, no matter how mundane.