Ah, SEN parenting. A journey filled with love, advocacy, and an unholy amount of paperwork. You wonβt find it in glossy parenting magazines, sandwiched between β10 Easy Lunchbox Hacksβ and βHow to Teach Your Toddler Mandarin Before Their Third Birthday.β Nope. Itβs a world of hidden battles, quiet sacrifices, and hilarious, if not slightly tragic, realities that no one warns you about.
Letβs talk about them.
1. The Opportunity Cost of⦠Well, Having a Life.
When people talk about the cost of raising a child with special educational needs, they assume itβs about money. Therapy bills. Special equipment. Private tutors.
For me, itβs more of an opportunity cost.
Career progression? Stalled.
Leisure time? Stolen.
Missed work hours? The payslip will show you flames.
The ability to just pop out for a coffee without it requiring military-grade logistical planning? Gone.
While other parents are out there “networking” (read: schmoozing at fancy work events), Iβm mastering the art of drafting a polite but firm email that essentially says, βExplain to me, like Iβm five, why my childβs legally mandated support is still βpending reviewβ?β
2. The Emotional Gymnastics Routine
I donβt need a gym membershipβI get a full workout from the emotional ups and downs of SEN parenting. One minute, Iβm the proudest person alive because my child said a new word, or managed a whole day at school without a meltdown. The next, Iβm fighting back tears in a meeting where professionals discuss my child like theyβre a case study instead of a person Iβd fight a bear for.
Oh, and letβs not forget the mental backflips required when people say, βI donβt know how you do it!β
Spoiler alert: I donβt. But quitting isnβt an option. So I just keep doing it, with a slightly unhinged smile and a caffeine dependency thatβs getting out of hand.
3. The Social Life That Was
Remember those carefree days when your biggest weekend dilemma was deciding whether to hit the road for fun or binge-watch a series? Yeah. Neither do I.
Making plans now goes something like this:
Friend: βLetβs meet up this weekend!β
Me: βIβll have to check the childcare situation, the energy levels, and whether Mercury is in retrograde.β
Friend: βWhat?β
Me: βNever mind. Iβll let you know by 2027.β
Even when I do make it out, I find myself having conversations where I try to explain EHCPs (Education, Health and Care Plans) to people who were just trying to enjoy their kombucha.
4. The Guilt That Never Sleeps
Did I push too hard? Did I not push hard enough? Should I be doing more therapy exercises at home? Am I being too serious? Am I taking this lightly?
SEN parenting is a masterclass in guilt. And letβs be honest, sometimes, I just want to park my child in front of Bluey and scroll mindlessly through my phone. Does that make me a bad parent? No. Will I still feel guilty about it? Absolutely.
5. The Small Wins That Are Actually Huge Wins
All jokes aside, thereβs an unparalleled joy in SEN parenting that you just donβt get in standard-issue parenting.
When my child achieves something that others take for granted, whether itβs mastering a hi-five with his palm open, making eye contact, or finally using that ridiculously expensive sensory toy for something other than throwing, itβs like winning an Olympic gold medal. Except instead of standing on a podium, Iβm probably ugly-crying in my kitchen.
So, Whatβs the Point?
The point is, SEN parenting is a mix of chaos, exhaustion, and absolute magic. Itβs a life of unexpected challenges, ridiculous conversations, and victories that feel like miracles.
Would I trade it? No. Would I appreciate a nap? Yes.
And if youβre in the trenches with me, know this: Youβre not alone. Youβre doing great. And if all else fails, thereβs always coffee. Or custard biscuits. Or both.